Ja Morant, the Memphis Grizzlies point guard and two-time All-Star, opened up about the difficulties he faced during his 25-game suspension from the NBA. Speaking on Friday, Morant reflected on the challenging period, admitting to having “some horrible days” as he focused on personal growth away from basketball. Despite the challenges, Morant didn’t express regret over the suspension, instead viewing it as a learning experience and a chance to gain a new perspective on life.

The suspension, which was Morant’s second in four months, ends on Tuesday, allowing him to rejoin the Grizzlies for their game in New Orleans. Morant has been eagerly anticipating his return, grateful for the opportunity to play again.

Morant’s suspension stemmed from two incidents involving firearms. The first occurred on March 4, when he was seen with a gun on a social media livestream. The second, occurring just two weeks after the Grizzlies were eliminated from the playoffs in April, involved Morant displaying a handgun during another livestream. NBA Commissioner Adam Silver responded with a suspension and required Morant to engage in weekly discussions with the NBA office and the NBA Players Association.

Morant also had a recent conversation with Silver, which he described as positive, focusing on his well-being.

Recognizing the need to demonstrate leadership through actions rather than words, Morant is aware that his behavior must align with the higher standards expected of him as one of the NBA’s top talents. His home state of Tennessee’s lenient gun laws have been noted, but as a key figure for the Grizzlies and the NBA, Morant understands the need to uphold a higher standard.

Basketball has been a crucial part of Morant’s life, serving as a form of therapy. He credits his family, the Grizzlies, therapy, and others for their support during his suspension. He has been able to practice and travel with the team, although he couldn’t be present at games.

The Grizzlies have struggled in his absence, facing numerous injuries and ranking among the league’s worst teams. With Morant’s return, he aims to contribute to the team’s success, focusing on helping them win rather than seeking a standout performance in his first game back.

His return will see him face Zion Williamson, the player selected before him in the 2019 draft, marking another significant step in his NBA journey.